The rain is tapping on the roof of the car. I’m

Responsive. Attention. Sometimes,

I feel like I have the whole day to do whatever I like. Sad that I have to go tomorrow. I’m thinking about my baby sister.

The happiest sound in the world is when a baby gets born, and you hear them cry. A new life. A new beginning. It is like

Flowers, grass, fresh, rainy. Just like a beautiful spring day. But I remember the feeling I had at first. The hospital is

Uncomftable, smells bad.

It is a bitter taste in my mouth. I’m reaching for my mom’s hand. It is

Dry. Soft. And then I’m back in the car. It is  

Chocking. Chilled all over. That is how I feel right now. The sound of the rain has changed. It is

Crunchy now, and I’m feeling hollow inside.